Betrayed and bereft
Feels like everybody's left.
Maybe they were't real to begin with
And I imagined it all.
The Assumed closeness.
How things change!
Time heals.
And gently nudges loose
once intimately tethered bonds.
Then it seems
like you don't miss me anymore.
or care.
Stupid time.
If only I could will you away.
Or stop you
from ticking treasured moments away.
Vanquish you.
somehow.
Tearful goodbyes,
arbitrary sighs.
Muffled groans
Pitiable moans.
The end of time
as we once knew it.
Far sadder than your actual departure,
is my sudden loss of longing.
The guilt
that everyday monotony
surpasses the feeling
of an empty void
that you left behind.
This shouldn't be.
How can I feel happiness
without your presence?
You should be here with me
You should have been here with me.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Thursday, October 6, 2011
A Singularly Charming Man.
Your smile is sublime
I wonder that you'd ever be mine.
Come hither lovely one,
Would it be wrong to say that I miss you?
Terribly.
Not mine
yet.
I Wonder that you ever were?
And still this stubborn heart longs for you
Whilst relentlessly calling out your name
This is too painful.
Teary eyes,
uncertainty too.
Are we meant to be?
I do hope so.
Persistently
do.
Lovers are pre-destined
or so it is said
Somehow this doesn't sound
like soothing music
to my weary, shrivelled ears.
Then there are despondent nights
that I rather wish
i was dead.
Maybe I'm too picky
Why do you have to be so charming?
Any less
Then perhaps I wouldn't be this smitten by you.
Therein lies the irony.
I fear I might be
falling too deep
too soon.
But the mind is already made up
and the deed is done.
If only I could be
More
than an amusing creature to you.
Or an enchantingly beautiful nymph.
That you'd passionately love me
all at once.
and forever.
So that all the scattered pieces
would twirl
and miraculously fall
perfectly
where they belong.
Life's jigsaw puzzle
wouldn't be entirely a let-down.
Far from the prying eyes,
And the maddening crowd
You and I.
blissfully beautiful
No heartaches
nor
the all-consuming
lingering loneliness.
For a love like this
How long have I waited.
How long have I waited.
My soul feels complete
Pray fate!
Confide in me
Would I be nursing
a Crumbling
broken-heart
albeit mournfully
or
a possible love-retreat
is it gonna be?
.
I wonder that you'd ever be mine.
Come hither lovely one,
Would it be wrong to say that I miss you?
Terribly.
Not mine
yet.
I Wonder that you ever were?
And still this stubborn heart longs for you
Whilst relentlessly calling out your name
This is too painful.
Teary eyes,
uncertainty too.
Are we meant to be?
I do hope so.
Persistently
do.
Lovers are pre-destined
or so it is said
Somehow this doesn't sound
like soothing music
to my weary, shrivelled ears.
Then there are despondent nights
that I rather wish
i was dead.
Maybe I'm too picky
Why do you have to be so charming?
Any less
Then perhaps I wouldn't be this smitten by you.
Therein lies the irony.
I fear I might be
falling too deep
too soon.
But the mind is already made up
and the deed is done.
If only I could be
More
than an amusing creature to you.
Or an enchantingly beautiful nymph.
That you'd passionately love me
all at once.
and forever.
So that all the scattered pieces
would twirl
and miraculously fall
perfectly
where they belong.
Life's jigsaw puzzle
wouldn't be entirely a let-down.
Far from the prying eyes,
And the maddening crowd
You and I.
blissfully beautiful
No heartaches
nor
the all-consuming
lingering loneliness.
For a love like this
How long have I waited.
How long have I waited.
My soul feels complete
Pray fate!
Confide in me
Would I be nursing
a Crumbling
broken-heart
albeit mournfully
or
a possible love-retreat
is it gonna be?
.
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